mum, its new years eve, you hated it... like me too. mum, i went and cuddled your pyjamas tonite and had a cry into them, I can still smell your "mummy" smell!! Miss that so much, more than that, i miss you, your wee face, the way you talked to ethan, miss talking to you every day, please remember i love you mum and hope that you are in a nice place even though me, brian and andrew and ethan dont want you to be there. happy new year mum, miss you xxxxx