hi mum, it was your birthday yesterday. I didnt really have a good day, had a few bubbles at work, thankfully kay was looking after me. Jackie and marita sent me lovely texts about you which cheered but also made me cry. I miss you so much mum and still cant believe you're not here. They say it gets easier in time but mum i really really don't know if thats true. love you mum xxxx P.s Ethan has 3 teeth now, he's getting bigger by the day and is very very mischievous!!! He will never forget you cos I will always tell him wot a lovely caring gran and mum you were xxxxxxxx