hi mum back again, well as i said, had a crap week, dont know wot happened.... if you were here you would have probably seen it coming, you were amazing like that!!! Was sittin with brian on tuesday nite fine, having a blether and the next i was roaring crying for you........... trying to be wot you were mum, a mother, friend, wife, working mother, everything rolled into one wee person and trying to do it all well but felt too much mum. Im still waiting on a sign from you mum.. i'll keep on waiting too, luv you more than yesterday xxxxxxxxxx